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hey y'll long time takk update blog, ermm lots of things happen to me this past few month, susah aku nak on sekarang dengan keadaan ayah aku takknak bayar bill internet =,='' damn! anyway as you all know aku dah tukar sekolah , actually benda pindah sekolah ni bukan aku plan pun, benda ni terjadi bila aku fikir masa depan , ermm time nak pindah tuh bukan lg excited sbb boleh jumpe kawan baru , but lepas 3 bulan aku pindah rase macam menyesal lah, rindu "Le Geng" somunch T,T tp nk cakap ape lgkan? benda dah nak terjadi , look at the bight side i've met a lot news friend, that can teach me when i'm wrong, can help me when i'm in trouble or got problem, that's what friend really are right?! but don't worry, i don't forget my old friend at my old school, i kindda miss them :( but anyway life must go on, what ever happen between us? it just a history now, me wanna my future bright, my mom she through a hard day now, problem comes and go, hihi ^_^ anyway my sister is getting marry this november i'm so excited. all my big family gonna be here, hihi but one more things this final exam is coming damn! =,='' i hate you exam, aku ni bila bunyi je perkataan "final exam" terus terfikir "nanti dalam dewan aku nk tiru sape eh?" hahha bodoh betul ^_^'' dah lah geografy aku tak tahu mende, dalam 3 bulan aku nak cover 1 buku ? biar betul =,='' math pulak ? hancurr =,='' kalau soalan algebra je kuar boleh tahan lagi, ni dngan pai pai apetah Ya Allah! susahnyaa! next year dah SPM macam mane kalau aku failed ? mampus lah aku, mane mane University takk terima aku than aku kene kije kt restaurant ? tah kawin mudah, duduk rumah kayu, than dapat thu suami kawin lagi ? dammmnnn! arghhh! tidakkk eh e oppss! jauhnya aku images hehehe ^_^ habis je final exam ni aku nak pegi tusyen Karisma ambil form 5, dari sekarang aku nk pusshh .SPM dngan 3 perkataan ni lah aku tak lalu nak makan , mandi pun tak basah , tidur pun tak lena, hahaha okey just so you guys know, a few day i've got a very big problem, i cried for about 3 day, pagi , malam, siang, ptg, in school, at tusyen, in cars, like every where i go, i guess i just love him that much, sampaikan tiga hari takk makan, perut aku yg gemuk plus bucit dulu sudah tiada, muka aku jadi bengkak, smpai aku demam panas ,thhan mak aku macam tanye aku knpe aku mcm ni, than she said his name ohhgod like my mum all ready know that i've got problem with him, than my mum bawak pegi hospital, doktor pulak cakap mata aku kering, that dapat tahu mata aku ade ketumbuhan, Ya Allah, doktor mintak aku bedah , but aku buat keutusan taknak lg, sbb doktor cakap kalau bedan mybe aku kene pakai speak , :( my eyes is my everythings :'( sampai macam tu sekali , teruknya aku ni, aku syg dia :( okey lah , stop jiwang jiwang, hihi hey! korang thu takk , adik aku ade gf :O and gf die form 4 batch dngan aku lah! damnnn, satu hari tu phone rumah aku bunyi, so aku angkt lah, bunyi suara perempuan tnya aku ni sape, aku macam "hey kau yg call rumah aku, kau pulak tnya aku siapa? bodoh" hahah rupe rupe perempuan tu gf adik aku lol =.= than die cakap suare aku macam budak tak metang? ohh please, yg pasti aku datang period awl pade kau tu =,='' that die cakap suare aku cute, heheh yg tu aku suke, than mak aku pulak semenjak aku cakap dia kurus, terus je pakai skiny yg dah lame die takk pakai, hahah alahai ummi oh ummi, bila aku tngok balik family aku ni, takk macam family yg lain, we so happy together, although i miss my sista and brota , dulu time abang aku ade , die lah selalu kacau aku, buat lawak pastu takk jadi, hahah rindunyaaa, but don't worry, they all gonna be back soon , not soon enough, well okay that's all for today, if anythings happen i'll post again, maybe insya-Allah , c'yall bye assalamualaikum p/s: kucing aku ni sampai sekarang takk bangun tidur =,=''